kisah ini berkisah hidup aku yg org sering tny, apa berlaku, camna berlaku, knp x de lain dll…..aku akan ceritakan dlm bahasa inggeris rojak sbb x nk clear sgt, teacher mashitah bantu aku eja. so pandai2 korg le agak aku nk cerita apa…. tp klu nk tau clear, kt padang masyar nnt le..huhu

namanya F (mcm novel le plk hehe). cerita ni dah lama sgt, tp masih segar dlm otak ni. to me, she’s the best thing that has happened to my life. we had joy, we had fun, we had season in the sun but… everything went down coz i realized that what we made is a big mistake. i couldn’t take it anymore…

our relationship was unhumanly. we had no dignity if we still in the situation. so i ran away coz i want to save her. save from everything. that just some people concern the ‘everything’. we can’t make it anymore.  only we know what was happened. that’s not the way to show LOVE!

F, this year is 5 th raya after we break off… and last 2th year i didn’t call u anymore. i hope u understand the 1st n 3rd year when i call u to say my apologize n try to make u understand why i must take the decision. now u’ll  going to get married and u’ll understand what the meaning of love n dignity and i i left u.

after i relinquish u, i had no sweet heart anymore. trust me. i don’t want to break any heart anymore. enough is enough. to me, the real love life is, after i get married. so do u. seriously, i felt sooo lonely for the past. our relation is still in my heart…

soul of F, PLEASE GET OUT from my head. i persuade u… erase our memory…. leave me alone…. aarrrggghhh

i dedicate this song to our past journey from BLOODYMARY song name BEHIND THE TEARS